I’m writing this, as usual, at 10pm.
I’ve moved through different daily habits of writing, because the habits change as the needs of your life change. Right now, I don’t find a time to write before the very end of my day. Sometimes I regret it, because I’ve spent my day doing my work on as many fronts as I can, and I’m pretty unreliable when it comes to being coherent.
But my core animating principle, for decades, has been: serve others first. I can’t write till it’s quiet at the end of the day because before now, I’ve been working hard to serve others. My family, my students, my community, my colleagues. I view everything I do, whether paid or volunteer, as a chance for service. Serve others first.
I write here, too, as an act of service to my community, but also as a selfish act of self-service. Over ten years of daily writing, I have gotten better and better at distilling my own worldview; that’s why this act of service comes at the end, because it’s for me.
Balancing self care with the desire to serve others can be difficult; I don’t pretend to be better at it than anyone else. But so long as I feel healthy and able, I feel that serve others first is as good an animating principle as you can find.