Even When…

You don’t really know a piece until you know it “even when” well.

I can perform it well…

even when I’m tired.

even when I’m sick.

even when my neighbor is missing.

even when it’s a different time of day than I usually perform it.

even when there’s a car alarm going off.

even when my director stops conducting.

The thing is, for a while you don’t know you’ve reached “even when” until one of those eventualities happens. But with time, you learn to recognize “even when” as a state of being, and know to keep practicing until you get there.